It’s the quiet and non busy times that it affects me. So, I just need to keep my brain busy.

It feels like a break up. It’s hard to spend time together because I still feel like I’ve been lied to and taken advantage of.

We’ve stopped talking every day. It’s my new normal and I’m getting used it. Things won’t go back to the way they were and I’ve accepted that, but my feelings are still hurt.

I know I can’t help feeling how I feel, but honestly I’m boring myself. Time to put my big girl pants on and move on. People always leave. It’s life. And that’s okay.